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Monday, December 6, 2010
Saturday, December 4, 2010
:: ayah angkat kesayanganku - Ustaz Omar Johari ::
Salam..
Just went back from ayah's funeral. Got call from my mom at Amy's receptions @ 2pm, informing dat Ayah already passed-away. And i was like blur and looking at my plate which is full with delicious foods. It takes a split second only then my tears start falling. Thus, i went to my car and crying out-loud. Couldn't hold my tears running like river, I've decided to call Abg Mano and ask for his assistance to drove me away. Don't want to mention all the details. I wanna share my experiences today.
After we arrived at Masjid ss15, i saw there was a van jenazah outside the mosque and i ask peeps whether if that ayah - Ustaz Omar Johari and they said yes. So, i took wudhu' and waiting for Asar. I've waited and start to calm myself before the praying. After that, i took Yassin to recite for my late ayah. Just when i was about to recite Yassin, then i heard an announcement - whom relatives insist to see arwah, pls do so before he'll be send to Kelana Jaya. Thus, i quickly pull-off my telekung and went to the back. By the time i arrived there, 1 of the pakcik rushing to close-up the kafan. I felt disappointed. Suddenly dis 1 makcik came to that pakcik and requesting if she can see arwah for the last time. Only then i had a chance to look at him... Such a serene and purity sparks from him face.. looks like he's just sleeping and he looks much much better than what i saw him in the hospital. Another incident (or i can say - hikmah) happens. I sat beside this 1 makcik and started to recite Yassin. Not a moment, she ask - am i wanna solat jenazah after this. I admit, I've never done any solat jenazah before. She had taught me in brief and i quickly put-on my telekung and join the saf. Alhamdulillah.. i did my 1st solat jenazah for my beloved ones. And so... i felt very grateful of what had happens just now.
My last visit him was on last Tuesday (29Nov 2010). He was in coma for almost 4months by the time i visited him. I'm afraid to see him. Deep in my heart i knew, this will be my last visit - and it really does! He's is my family's ayah angkat. He's my guidance... he's my advisor... he's d one whom i'll be looking for in every single things happens in my life. Yes, i'm such a stubborn person but yet he knew how to overcome me in his very own diplomatic ways - and that is how I've become from very hard-hearted person to a rational person whom i am now. The best gift he gave me was one of his Al-Quran and it still safe kept by me. And now, it'll be d one and only treasure i have from him.
Ayah... Nadiah tau ayah da tiada di alam nyata.. tp nasihat ayah.. teguran ayah.. jasa & budi ayah, akan Nadiah kenang sampai bile2. Nadiah tumpang kekuatan & ketabahan ayah utk Nadiah harungi hari2 mendatang. Lepas ni da xde sesape da Nadiah nk merujuk klu Nadiah ade masalah dlm kehidupan.. Harap2 Allah x pisahkan ilmu ayah dari Nadiah. Semoge berkat Ayah ade dlm setiap keputusan yg Nadiah buat - demi utk mase depan Nadiah. Nadiah sayang ayah dan ayah adelah ayah angkat terbaik Nadiah pernah ade. Restuilah pilihan Nadiah, ayah.. InsyaAllah Nadiah meredhai pemergian ayah. Selamat sampai ke Syurga, Ayah.. Ya Allah, rahmatilah roh Ayah. Semoga Ayah ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg beriman.. Amin...
Salam sayang dari anakandamu yg akan sentiasa merinduimu.. - Nadiah -
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