:: 01012012 - Abah turn to 52!!! (^.^) ::

Salam~

Alhamdulillah.. today - 01.01.2012 - Abah already turns 52 years old. Syukran Ya Allah, blessed we with this best gift in my life.

Abah ni seorang yang agak pendiam. Beliau bercakap bila perlu. Tapi~ kalau dia da start bercakap, jangan la nak berangan nak potong cakap die. huhuhu.

Abah ni pon agak tegas orangnye. Putih katanya, putih la.. Hitam katanya, hitamlah.. Tapi dengan perangai anak gadis dia yang degil ni, dia banyak belajar tolak ansur. Mekaseh abah~ (^_^)/

Kaklong doakan Abah dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, dipermudahkan urusan & dirahmati dunia akhirat. Ya Allah, Kau perkenankanlah doa Abah. Kau kurniakan kesihatan yang baik kepada Abah supaya beliau dapat melihat kejayaan² kami (anak²nya). Peliharalah beliau Ya Allah, sebagaimana Abah peliharaku sejak kecil.. amin...

Luv u abah~ ♥ xoxo~ (^.~)

:: Anak ::

Salam,

Dis is my lil girl - Nur As Syifa'. Daughter of my BFF -> Be'ah and his husband - Syukri (Ayie). Missed the moment I went to Kelantan juz to pay a visit to her (late sept is im not mistaken). hurm.... I missed her sooo much~ =(

1st thing touch down from airport, da excited nak pegang die. gebu kan?? urghh!! rase nak gigit je pp die.. (>.<)

Bea'h, ayie & syifa' sending me at airport. walaupon dlm pantang, be'ah & ayie sanggup hntr aku & bawak si syifa'.. terharu~ huhuhu

latest pic from be'ah.. she is sooo adorable~ like me, isn't it? =P

Miss u sayang.. jadi anak yg solehah ya~ Muah~ ♥

Demo YM Tuan Guru

My GURU - YM Tuan Sheikh Hj Md Radzi Bin Hj Hanafi Al-Qadhi..

This vid was taken long time ago before i'm joining silat at UTM. Silat is my pride. I wont give it to anything in this world.. And to have this great GURU of mine, I feel blessed.

Let rock on 2015.. wuhuuu~

Persembahan Diraja Skuad Demo SCUH Malaysia

U guys look awesome!! *woot2* (^o^)

:: Muhammad Hanis Bin Hj Knan Nasir ::

Watak utama: kaklong & adik bongsu

Hanis: Kaklong, madnis dpt pelajar cemerlang~ xtau kenape. tp madnis kene dtg amek hadiah sabtu ni.

Kaklong: hah?! ko biar btol~ blaja malas, homework xpenah buat.. asek maen yo.. ko jgn memaen~

Hanis: btol la kaklong.. madnis xtipu.. madnis slalu buat homework dgn kawan² mase kat skolah. kaklong boleh dtg sabtu ni x?

Kaklong: kaklong p johor, sayang..

Hanis: yeke.. hurm...okla..

Balik² umah, tgk die tido atas katil aku daaa~ dpt tau cite dr Kakyang & Biha td, Hanis adelah sgt sedey sbb klong xde mase die amek hadiah t.. sebak2 die tahan nanges.. Aigooo~ sgt sensitip jiwe si kecil ni.. (-___-)

Hurm.. da name pon adik ksygn.. walaupun clash dgn weds member kat johor, mane mungkin aku xhadirkan diri utk hari yg penuh bmakne bg die ni. antara family vs weds member.. demi madnis, kaklong akan korbankan mase kaklong. insyaAllah, t kaklong adjuzkan mase kaklong ye, sayang..

Owh.. kaklong xlupe janji kaklong. kaklong janji akan bagi ape yg madnis nak klu madnis dpt NO#1 dlm kelas.. Anyway, u did really well, dear! Ur not only d best in your class, but d best amongst ur schoolmates. Next week kte tgk muvie ok~ insyaAllah~ (^__^)

KAKLONG SAYANG MADNIS~

* pic die sdg lena diulit mimpi atas katilku. mane aku nak tido mlm ni??? (>.<) *

[MTV] Hafiz & Adira - Ombak Rindu (OST Ombak Rindu)

Ombak Rindu

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia

Untuk terimaku seadaanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup

Kerna ku tak mampu

Hidup tanpa dia disisiku..

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosaku

Hanya ingat Kamu kala dukaku

Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka

Pintu hatinya 'tuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku

Untuk dirinya yang jauh dariku

Agar dia tidak kesepian

Selalu rasa ada cinta aku

Hujan bawa air mataku

Yang mengalir membasuh dukaku

Agar dia tahu tahu ku terseksa

Tanpa cinta dia dihatiku

Hanya mampu berserah...

Moga cahaya tiba nanti...

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia..

Untuk terimaku seadaanya..

Kerna ku tak sanggup..

Kerna ku tak mampu..

Hidup tanpa dia dihatiku.. huuuuu.. uuu.. uhuuu...

:: heart ::

Salam...

Hurm.. don't know where to start...

This 1 fine day at K.Ita's birthday, he suddenly approach me, which at that time i hardly know him. Then, he keep along with Abg Mano, joining our activities.. watching movies together, fetch YM from airport together, met him at Jamuan Raya SCH.. and my last memory, i saw him on SCH Convo day. I was surprise to see him thou. Well, I was thinking, there is no way he'll come.. He's just come back from UK, nowhere to go training yet.. thus, it's impossible he can attend SMP too.. and i was wrong. He's there, taking SMP certs in front of me.. Wondering he can take SMP after being at UK for quite sometimes. He must be good to pass SMP at this stage~

On that moment onward, he really strikes me! I slowly opened my heart to know about him. on Tuesday, my heart starts to beat tremendously when i just think about him. and i confess to Abg Mano about him. Amazingly, i didn't realized that he exactly have about 80% of the criteria that i need for a husband. i just realized that.. which am glad that i did like the right person.

But today, when i show his pic to one of my officemate, she said something that makes me think very deeply - don't like someone that he never do anything or say anything that he likes us. Suddenly i felt my whole world is blackout! long enough........... until i found my way............

Yup, i admit, it was too quick for me to felt in love with someone that i don't even know if he likes me. i admit.. by the time i likes him, i do have hopes that he'll be mine 1day. i admit it was totally my fault. but after all, i have no regret that i like a good guy like him.

Now, i've learned... and i'm educating myself.. to be down to earth. to be rational. and advised by K.nim.. she's right. don't put too much hope and feel on someone.. afraid that 1day when i fall, i don't have enough strength to get up again...

Y Allah.. jika Kau yg berikan perasaan kasih ini padaku, Kau permudahkanlah urusanku..

Jika perasaan ini dtg dari nafsuku, Kau bimbinglah aku..

Aku redha jika sekeping hati itu bukan milikku..

Terima kasih kerna memberi aku sedetik waktu untuk aku menikmati indahnya perasaan ini..

:: ILHAM ::

Salam,

Cantik tu anugerah.. sihat tu nikmat.. bakat tu kelebihan..

MAKE, xkirela ape² pon anugerah@nikmat@kelebihan yg ade kat kte ni, sebenarnya SIAPA yg layak dipuji? Yg MENERIMA kebaikan² tu or Yg MEMBERI kebaikan² tu?

Sebab DIA lah yg mengizinkan kte utk bgerak, bg kte muke cantik, bg kesihatan yg baik utk memudahkan langkah²/perbuatan/melakukan ibadat, bg kte bakat supaya kte dpt share or beri manfaat kat org..

KESIMPULAN - bersyukurlah dgn apa yg kte ade.. jgn lagi merungut.. ALLAH MAHA ADIL.. rezeki masing² org² lama kate.

[notakaki: ini adelah peringatan utk diri saya ye.. xde kene mengena dgn sape² pon. (^_^)]

:: 40hari??!! ::

Salam,

Ha.. what's pop up in ur mind when I mentioned about '40days;??!!! hahahaha

hurm.. 1 of my senior told me.. since i was insist to get married, he suggest me to Solat Hajat for 40days, specifically just for EN JODOH~ Dont fear of what might be in the future (as a result)... as we know, we are reliable on The Al-Mighty, He knows what is the best for us, even we can only sees worst on someone else. Hurm.. frankly, not because Im afraid to get married. But more to paranoid - means that I always thought is he good enough for me? Sounds demanding, right? Yeah, I know.. tried to figure out myself how to encounter this feeling.. huhuhu (-__-")

Btw, from his (my senior) point of view, I MIGHT not ready to get married YET - IF i still have that -ve thinking. Just go with the flow. Have faith myself.. and ALLAH. ALLAH decides what's best for me..

Errr... well... I did like this - TWICE~ and frankly I'm not able to complete more than 10days!!! urgrhhhh!!! (>_<)

Ok.. I give myself time to REALLY² think about this. InsyaAllah, I'll be ready soon.. So, to my EN JODOH - if u still can't find me, believe me.. if we did, i'll make sure u'll pay for it!! ahahahahah~ xD

Dadali - Di Saat Aku Mencintaimu (Karaoke + VC)

tempo best~ lirik.. errr... dgr je boley?! hehehe xD

Britain's Got Talent

Wish i can dance like this 1day.. (*_*)

:: Great News of d day~~~ ::

Salam,

Alhamdulillah.. bertambah lagi sorang adik aku yg berjaya further study. Hurm.. agak lambat l ajugak.. tapi xpe~ yg penting ade rezeki untuk die sambung blaja & belajar dari kesilapan lalu. (^__^)

Kalau ikutkan, cukup da quota sebenarnya. Dulu aku further kat Johor (UTM), Hamzah kat Utara nunnn~ (UiTM, Arau). Kakyang plak kat kampung je, kat UiTM Perak. La ni.. Bihah plak dapat kat UiTM Machang. Pehhh!! Bake UiTM xHENGAT!!! Loll~ xD

Semoga kami mampu untuk menjadi seorang yg berguna & berjasa untuk keluarga kami.. insyaAllah..

Sand Art Story HD

AWESOME!!!!

Sand Art by Ilana Yahav - "Wedding- before & after..." - SandFantasy

magical art! wat do u think? =D

:: Jalan² cari jodoh (keee??!!) (^_~) ::

Salam...

Fuuuuhhhh~ so darn tired this weekend. Not only that i have to work, plus with all the open houses that i've to attend + wedding invitation's that i've let go due to tiredness~ pprrfff~ (>_<)

Sat: Attending work with baju kurung. Planned to go to Kak Shahida's house after work for her open house. Someone i quietly adore in my office suddenly come to office even though it's not his shift this week! Best part - he knows my name!! OMG~ OMG~ not only that, we did have a conversations together - for the 1st time after my 4months working there. Owhhh~ what a day~ still enjoying this feeling~ lalalala~ (^o^)
then, i went to Kak Shahida's house. Super nice sate with marvelous laksa~ I had to entertained Ariq for 1hour plus just to make him comfortable with me. End up he called me "AUNTY" (yeah~ in know.. sounds too old for me, isnt it? haih~ ). I love this lil boy sooo much~ muahh~!!

Sun: Continue attending open house at Taman Melawati - SCH open house. K.nim is not around coz she had to work. huhu.. so i went there with K.Aini & K.Haiza... 1st thing when i arrived - saw 'him'. Then when we entered the gate, i heard 'he' said (or shud i say perasan?!!) - "Cantik Cik Nadiah hari ni." I was like OMGGGGG~ muke gile cool tp dalam hati i cair beb~!!! hahahaha

Not to say, but i realized to many eyes surrounds me. Am i that perasan??!!! Urghhh~ Sile insap ye CTN~~ (-__-")

A bit regret as i dont take any pix with USJ or people at the open house. Maybe K.Nim is not around, so my feeling a bit bored. huhuhu... Nah, i've attached pix² yes-aku-perasan-aku-cantik-so-what for ur view.. =P

- Off to TM

- pose ngan spek baru! wooohooo~

- mekap ke? bese² jep. pki eyeliner + lipgloss sket + tampal² bedak. nah! hasell~!! xD

- muke penat + mekap yg da cair~

- muke xleh blah! mate xnak kalah! =P

Pasha Ungu Ft. Adelia - Penghujung Cintaku (VC + Lyrics)

1st time heard dis song, i've already stuck to it! layan~~

WONDER BOYS [Sungmin, Shindong, Seungri, Taemin, Jo Kwon] Girls Genereat...

I cant remember if i had posted this before, but i really enjoy this. enjoice~~~

wonder baby & wonder girls

Salam~

Da lame da sbnrnye vid ni, tp sgt rase tercabar sbb dak kecik ni menari ngan sgt AWESOME!!! Jeles mak~ hahahaha xD

Nway, enjoice~ (^.~)/

:: Ini Kisahku - Wardina Safiyyah ::

Salam..

Alhamdulillah... i've just Khatam Al-Quran today, which is one of what i really² want to achieve during this Ramadhan.. Alhamdulillah, Syukran Ya Allah for let me khatam on time..

As of today, i suddenly saw one of my friend posted in fb, regarding "Ini Kisahku" which is very interesting TV program during Ramadhan. She posted about Catriona Ross. But I saw in youtube, there is video about Wardina. Since I do adore her, i download this video quickly. What she say is soooo true~

" You are what u eat. You are what u read"

I adore her spirits, her determination, her courage.. She is an inspiration..

Hopefully Allah will bless her and all of us, in our way to HIS path. amin...

:: my new baby - Sony E Spiro ::

Presenting, my new baby~~~ cute,kan~~~ (^___________^) [tersenyum lebar~]

I bought this bcoz of 2 reasons:-

1) It's cute in green colour

2) coz suddenly i remember 'him' i admired. =P

wateva the reason it is, i luv it sooo much! hohohoho

Aliff Satar Lelaki Seperti Aku+Lyrics

best gile lagu ni.. tp xtahan bab REJECT org tp kunun² dgn bhemah. mmg bguling² tahan gelak atas kusi ni. xD

for HIM yg merejek sy suatu ketika dahulu.. thanks! yup, thanks again coz u had rejected me. Else i won't set a benchmark for myself to find a HUSBAND i/o BOYFRIEND. for another HIM i admired, if u had ever knew my feeling to you, i strongly believe u'll also dedicated dis song to me. Anyway, i admired both of u in what u are. thanks for being a piece of precious memory in my life.

OK! Enuf with d mumblings! Enjoy d song~ (^o^)/

:: 15Ramadhan... ::

Salam,

Soon enuf Ramadhan will be leaving us.. and i dunno why but deep inside me, i felt so blank.. felt like sumthing is still missing sumwhere in my heart/soul.. Maybe it was related with Majlis Tazkirah that i attended last Friday @ RP. " Bersihkan hati..." Simple sentence yet sooo deep in meaning. Do u think it's easy to 'clean' ur heart? Definitely NO! U see.. it's not only u have to be positive minded, but also u have to be husnuhan (bersangka baik) and be patient enuf.. ok, bab bersangke baik, insyaAllah, ok kot.. TAPI bab BERSABAR.. urghhH!! tekanan nak didik hati supaye bersabar. pprffff!! (>.<)

And lately, i keep thinking about this quote, given from my friend..

"Pandanglah 1 dalam yg banyak.. dan pandanglah banyak dlm yg 1.. Baru kita tahu cantik kita, siapa yg cantik.. Kaya kita, siapa yg kaya"

Slowly i tried to adapt it to myself.. alhamdulillah.. my heart felt solace and serene. i'm trying to be myself and at the same time upgraded to be a better person. i have to admit.. it was soo difficult.. especially when u dun have sumone that can motivate u like before.. Arwah ayah - him whom i mentioned about. i really missed him. i dunno if there is any strength left for me to live without his love and advice.

anyway, before my tears start falling like waterfall, below are qualities/tips to trained ourselves to be a better person...

1. bersangke baik

2. bersihkan hati

3. sentiasa berzikir utk mdidik hati

4. ikhlas

5. ehsan

owh.. for him i admired a lot, i missed u. Fyi, still waiting for my soulmate. hopefully he'll be just like u.. or even better. ;P [well, u had set a benchmark to me, ok.. no choice that i've to choice... hahaha~ xD]

selamat malam dunia~ (^_^)

:: sifat² isteri yg baik ::

Salam,

At this post, let us learn about "Sifat² isteri yg baik".

Credit to Ustaz Azhar Idrus that i quote unquote from his tazkirah via Youtube.

1) Perempuan yg kuat agama (yg beragama) & mahu mjalankannya dgn agama, ia pandai menempatkan dirinya & melaksanakan kewajipab baik terhadap suami & anak² nya.

2) Yang bbudi pekerti luhur.

D rest will be updated once i've heard d whole version. =P

To Be Continued... lalalala

Lufya Omar- Diam (Official Music Video)

Arrangement lagu die best!! Sounds catchy~ Enjoy~ (^.~)

:: 2nd Ramadhan ::

Salam,

Alhamdulillah.. 2nd day of fasting and 3rd day of terawih. Thou I went out from office juz by the time Azan Maghrib, but had a chance to break fasting with cool Blog + soft cookies FA. hahaha~ [demand xbley blah!] xD. End up take a quick shower @ Masjid SS15 and persue terawih there.

About HIM.. hurm..Yup, i admit i still missed him.. but felt like the feeling had a lil bit changed. From LIKE like a crush -> LIKE like as a friend. Yup! Definitely! Maybe berkat Ramadhan + PG those days, i felt a bit calm and rational rather than before [mgu last die tu, aku meroyan xhengat kot! cian k.nim jadi mangse! huhuhu (-__-") ]

i really enjoy terawih and ramadhan eventhou my gastric never tolerance with me.. wuuu~ (T_T)

but.. nah! take it as a challenged to myself. GO CTN! pose penuh tahun ni!! [harapan! loll~ =P ]

Owh, gud news from kak shahida > she's pregnant for 8weeks! im soooo happy to hear that.. and ariq will have a bro/sis later~ yippi!! alhamdulillah~ (^o^)

Ok.. gtg now. Need to wake up early 2moro for sahur.. daaa~

:: salam ramadhan ::

alhamdulillah,juz finished 1st day fasting.looking 4ward 4 a better 2moro. (^_^)

:: silence ::

Salam...

I've no words to say today. So gloomy yet so happy that i've just bought a new hp for myself. huhuhu.

Not to mentioned, i always plays 'aishiteru' everywhere and everytime.. [owh, CTN.. anda sgt kemurungan hokeh~!! (-___-") ]

The only person who can understand my feeling now - Kak Nim.. she's been sooo patient to entertained my moods these days - with all the sadness, gloominess, anger & all emotional attitude - she'll always be there for me. As i'm too tired all day long, i couldn't afford to cry anymore. But, PG received yesterday did make me calm a bit for me to go thru the days.

"Bile bersahabat kerana Allah, berpisah juga kerana Allah.. "

I gained to understand the message and hopefully tomorrow i'll be fine. insyaAllah..

Ungu - Percaya Padaku (Karaoke + VC)

if you understand the meaning of this song, then u'll probably can understand how i felt at the moment. ;D

Zivilia - Aishiteru (Karaoke + VC)

I luv this song soooo much~ (^o^)

hurm.. it remains me of 'sumone' speacial at d moment (as and when i wrote this blog!) =P

layan~ =D

IM Finale - Bacaan Al-Quran

Subhanallah~ merdu sgt2 mereka mengalunkan surah Al-Mukminun ni.. rase benar kekurangan diri ni.. (~_~)

Amr Diab - Tamally Maak (Always With You) English Subtitles

Sore die merdu owkes~ hohohoho~ (^o^)

:: soalnya hati ::

Salam...

Hurm.. how am i gonna start this.. haih~ (-.-)

sy suke seseorang tp die da ade awek.. 1st time tgk die da terdetik 'aku cm leh suke je kat mamat ni'.. berkali2 ktrg jumpe, mmg konpem hati ni kate - 'weh! aku mmg suke kat mamat nih! darn it!' (-__-")

cane nak hadapi masalah jiwe kacau camni - bile org yg kte suke da ade awek? sukarnye nak didik hati.. apetahlagi nak didik iman.. huk3 [terase lemah~] kte leh jadi sorg yg tamak @ selfish ye bile 'ter'suke kat so-called 'hak' org neyh.. yelah, kte tau die da de awek tp kte tetap nak jugak jumpe die la, nk msg die la. haih~ sukarla nak bendung perasaan ni bile kte da jumpe lelaki yg baik.. huuuuuuu~ (T_T)

tapi.. aku pon tau.. wpon bg aku die mmg sorg lelaki yg perfect (in terms of leh jadi ketua keluarga + sahabat dunia akhirat), aku lebih yakin jodoh Allah tetapkan utk aku adelah lebih baik dari pilihan aku sendiri.. insyaAllah.. aku cube pegang prinsip ni dalam diri dikala nafsu & godaan melanda diri. harapan aku agar die bbahgie dgn pilihan die. Buat si dia yg sy sukai - jagelah diri anda & keluarga. semoga bbahgia hingga ke akhir hayat..

Thank you Allah for sending him to be one of the most precious memories in my life. I'm so grateful to have him as my friend. May You bless him & his family and give him happiness that he worth it. (^_^)

:: Tanya Sama Hati ::

Tanya sama pokok, apa sebab goyang..
Nanti jawab pokok, angin yg goncang..
Tanya sama langit, apa sebab hujan..
Nanti jawab langit, tanyalah awan..

Awan nanti kata, aku kandung air..
Sampai tempat sejuk, aku pon cair..
Tengok dalam air, nampak bayang2..
Campak 1 batu, bayang pon hilang..

Bridge 1
Tanya sama hati, apa rasa sayang..
Adakah tandanya, nmpk dipandang..
Kumbang rayu bunga, bulan dan bintangnya..
Punya tanda2, hubungan mesra..

Bridge 2
Tanya sama hati, pernahkah merindu..
Tiba masa lena, apa mimpimu..
Masa berjauhan, apa nan dikenang..
Bila dipahamkan, itulah SAYANG...

Jikalau tidak kerana sayang..
Kuntuman kasih tak mungkin kembang..
Andainya jemu mengganti rindu..
Jambangan mesra tentulah layu..

Bridge 2

:: Acu's Weds + Mimpi + En Jodoh ::

Alhamdulillah..

Just attending Acu's Weds @ Seremban for the last 2days. Finally she found her soulmate and im happy for her. Selamat menjalani hidup berumah tangga, sahabat~ (^_^)

Haihhh.. this morning i woke up with a strange dream [or shud i say nightmare??]. I dreamt of 'him' - En N from USJ masuk meminang I, owkes~ uurghhhhhhhhhhh~ [down!] to be frankly honest, this is the 2nd time I dreamt about him. Why must him? Or is it bcoz im tooooo think about Acu's weds and affect my emotion? But, why him?? Dang~~~ (-____-") huhhu...

I ask Demok, what type of person does he insist for his BIL? he said 1st criteria - KACAK~!!! wahahhaha xD [guling2 aku dgr~]. 2nd - fine in music?? music? i ask him why? he said he wants BIL to teach him plays instruments.. Yos!!! Even he didnt want it, I, myself crazily admired dat kind of guy to be my soulmate. yup2.. i love music [ag2 lagu rock kapak! wohooo~]. I wish i could play piano, violin, guitar.. but, never had time to do those things. hurm.. rather than taking the class, might as well find 'HIM' that can play the instruments and taught me.. heheh~ [ye, i budak malas blaja~ =P ]

Then, i remembered, this 1 fine day, Abg WD, colleague at d new company, ask me, wat kind of guy do i want? I told him, i can easily touched by sumone whom can play musics bcoz i love music, expecially if he did the lyric especially for me. [silelah ckp i ni jiwang ke hape.. da mmg dlm hati i ade taman.. hue3]. he just smiling w/o any words and continue his work.. i was like.. 'WHATT??!! ape yg abg cube nak smpaikan ni sbnrnye???' o.O

Mak already said, she wanted me to get marry this year [expected 11.11.11].... I strongly believed there is 'sumone' for me, but dunno whom. people keep saying, maybe he's just in front of me, but i didnt 'see' him. Well, wat to do? I can 'read' people's attitude, not the feeling~ duhhhh~ huk3~

K la.. finish about En Jodoh I.. dunno when he'll show up. Just go wif the flow...

Btw, already suggested to Kak Aini + K.Anim to go umrah next year.. Well, if i didnt get married this year, of coz i wanted to go UMRAH wif them.. I will try my best to make my dream comes true.. Wish me luckkkk~ daaaaaaa~ (^.^)/

::Week 25 ::

Salam,

Hurm.. after 3weeks in new company, only today i felt a bit tired and 1st time i didnt met the target. prprfff~ (>.<) [disappointed]. Btw, im looking for a better prospect of career out there. I dun think i can survive here. Mybe im so-called 'blessed' with all the struggling and stress and now i cant live w/out it! Dang! (-_-"). hurm.. im actively looking another job in jobstreet. Hopefully Allah with lighten my path to success. (^_^)v

One of my school-mate had invited me to join this 1 academy to build and manage my wealth. Still in the trauma based on my past experience, i hardly accept the offer. But... as i rethink about it, i might want to consider to join the team.

*off the topic*
My previous experience (after listening 'The Secret' given by my senior - can be found in Youtube too!), after i tender my resignation, i did really think about finding job at Wisma Consplant bcoz it was nearby my mom's school. Amazingly, i get the result (the job) after 2weeks of practising what they have guided! and now, i do admit that i want to get extra money for various purposes - to clear all my debts, have some saving, get a few tour to other countries and make a family biz. And for that, i had targeted 3years from now to achieve it. And i think that Allah had listen to my prayer and 'introduce' me my ex-schoolmate and she had given me an opportunity to achieve my target. I had think about it - very hard - and i really hope that i make a wise decision.

I missed gud-old-days with my late Ayah Angkat and late Wak.. i missed the time we spend together and all the advises, the humors to make me matured and become what i am now. They filled me with knowledge and i felt blessed. i just wish.. and i really wish that i could have sumething to contribute to them and pursue their wisdom as long as im still alive. [sobbing (T_T)]

And as for now... i hope sumone that will be my future soulmate - whomever u are - pls complete me... and pls hurry! im still waiting for 'you'. (^.~)

See ya next time~

:: Memories ::

Salam..

Prrfff... now it's been 3days that i left my beloved M company and move forward for a better future.. But still i cant help myself from thinking of gud memories that i've spent during the last 2years and 7months in M. wuuu~ (T_T)

My beloved Boss - Steven, Josey, Liew, Abg Idzani and 2newbies in LPKOPS - temp, Hafizi and interns Ash - anime guy. Not to forget ex's - Abg Shah, Keith, Sathish... and Kak Rina whom alwayz been the best advisors ever.. I missed them.. sob3 (TT_TT)

:: expect d unexpected ::

Salam...
Previous weeks, im facing a very huge conflict in myself. a lot of things came in my mind and i keep thinking about it. marriage - stress at workplace - financial issue - not in a gud condition (health) -> so much -ve input in me... i do take a day leave but it doesn't fixed anything. i was struggling very hard to overcome these terribles.. but.. in the end i just realize.. this won't solve anything if i keep think negatively about my life. Yes, i am stress.. no! im super stress!! or maybe i just need a little more time - and get a really so-called-rest? hurm.. frankly, i dun know.. Allah knows better and i do have a strong faith about it. i was hoping that i'll be given enuf strenght to go thru d days...

:: March 9 ::

Salam...

Alhamdulillah...Today marked my 25-year-old living in this beautiful surroundings.. with my beloved family, friends, colleagues... im soo grateful.. but..i just wanna ask just 1 little things - making my own family. (^_^)

With all d wishes on my birthday, i hope that Allah will granted all the wishes. =)

This morning, when i recite al-fatihah, i remembered Late Moyang, Late Grandparents, Late Paksu, Late Wak, Late Ayah, Late Tok Din & Moyang.. i felt soooo touched. i really wish that they were around to wish my birthday. But, i know, it's time for me to pay back those sincerity & gudness they brings to me.. i recited Yassin and hope that Allah will brings gudness to them too..

Not to forget to my beloved parents- Hj Nasir & Ustazah Hamidah.. my siblings - Hamzah, Nadhirah, Nabihah & Hanis.. to my Guru - Md Radzi bin Hj Hanafi.. i wish that Allah will protect them and brings happiness to all of us and to all muslims in the world.

As for today.. i had 3 cakes with 2 celebrations - with my OPS dept and with my futsal's team. Thanks for your loves, guys~ (^_^)

:: 07.02.2011 ::

Salam..

Alhamdulillah.. a bright day with a big heart!! (^_^)

Maybe bcoz i've already do all the house-chores (suddenly datang angin rajin~ heheh, from lipat2 kain, sweeping, basuh kain, cleaning d kitchen & dining, kemas bilik, bla bla bla.. fuh! b4 dat i just went back from office @ 6pm! imagine what happen to me yesterday~ it's weird that i didn't felt exhausted - at all!! serious~ [wooo~ =O ]

hurm.. todays is 4 Rabiulawal - d month of our beloved Prophet Nabi Muhammad s.a.w was borned.. We'll be celebarting his birthday on this coming 15th Feb, a day after valentine. so ironic, huh? =P

Anyway, may this month brings a better me in life and may Allah bless all of us.. insyaAllah..

:: hibernation mode ::

Salam..

Yup, i guess it's time for me to get a hibernation session now.. with all the issues occured surrounds me, i really² need a good rest. hurm.. trying to be me isn't that easy, huh?!! hope that i have enuf strength to face all of these so-called challenges in my life.

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahman.. aku memohon kekuatan dari-Mu untuk ku tempuh segala dugaan ini dgn tenang.. semoga Engkau permudahkan jalankan.. dan perkuatkan Imanku agar aku terus berada dalam landasan-Mu Ya Robbi... Amin Ya Robbal A'lamin..

:: Kasih Ayah Membawa Ke Syurga ::

Salam...

Semalam, tetibe rase rindu mencengkam dihati.. sgt2 rindu ngan arwah Ayah (Ayah Angkat - Arwah Ustaz Omar Johari)... bile tatap balik pic mase die sakit kat ppum dlu, xhenti2 air mata ni mengalir. Macam2 perasaan ade. Rase rindu ngan jenaka beliau yang selalunya berbaur nasihat, rase terkilan sbb xsempat nak berbakti spjg beliau masih hidup.. andai dapat diundurkan masa, aku akan slalu dtg melawat beliau... akan aku titipkan di diari setiap kate2 nasihat beliau...

Klu dlu setiap perkara yg terjadi dlm hidup Nadiah, ayahlah antara org terawal yg tahu. Xlekang gelak ketawa ayah bile dgr crite2 nadiah. Xlupe, ayah slalu nasihat - "jage diri.. jgn tinggalkan al-Quran.. jgn lupe jage ibadah.." xpon ayah akan ketuk pale klu nadiah buat2 xdgr ckp ayah. yelah, ayah pon tau kan anak ayah ni degil sgt2. tp ayah pon tau anak ayah ni lembut hati. sbb tu ayah suke bg nasihat berulang2 kali supaya nadiah sentiasa tanamkan sifat2 mahmudah dlm diri..

04Dec - everything seems so blur to me. he's gone and i'm not sure if i can be strong enuf without him. one thing for sure, d day he passed away, i know he's free from his pain and i know he will rest in peace in afterlife...

Ayah.. Nadiah doakan semoge ayah ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman. Semoga kenangan bersama ayah ni dpt mberi sedikit kekuatan untuk Nadiah jadikan pedoman dalam menjalani kehidupan yg sgt2 mcabar. Nadiah rindu Ayah....


Anakanda yang merinduimu.. Alfatihah untuk ayah...

:: Selamat Ulangtahun ke-50, Mak \(^o^)/ ::

23 Jan 2011

Genaplah umor mak berusia 50thn.. rase sedikit terkilan sbb xdpt nak blanje mak (coz gaji xmasuk ag T_T)yet, adik2 (biha & kyang) xde.. abah pon keje.. kesian mak, duk umah je.. aku pon xsmpi hati nak kuar tinggal mak sorg2... huhu

Mak, Yah doakan semoga Mak panjang umor, dimurahkan rezeki, diperkenankan hasrat2 & doa mak serta dirahmati didunia & akhirat.. Yah sayang mak sgt2.. (^_^)

Salam sayang dari anakanda yang menyayangimu..
Yah

:: 1 Jan 2011 ::

Salam,

01012011 - Abah telah melangkah ke usia 51tahun. A great man with a big heart! So proud of him being my abah~ =D

Selamat ulangtahun ke-51, Abah. Semoge abah dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan lgi rezeki, dimakbulkan doa2 & dirahmati Allah.. aminn... (^_^)