:: Interview ::

Salam,

"He" called me juz now, informed that he gets an interview for the company he's looking forward. Alhamdulillah... surely I'm glad to hear that. It will be tomorrow (err.. I mean today? - 30Jan) starting 9am-5pm. Hopefully he'll be fine and I really² pray for his success.

Gambatte nee~ \(^o^)/

:: C.O.N.F.E.S.S.I.O.N ::

Adele - One and only

Ehem²... yup, this is my confession. But I don't dare to confess directly to HIM at the moment.. huhu [hello~ I sgt mjage reputasi sbg anak gadis yg pemalu, hokeh~ *shy² cat*]

Hopefully.. and if only he read my blog, I wish that he could understand the lyrics.. and my feeling towards him..

"Let me be your one & only... " (^___^) ♥♥♥

Lyric:

You've been on my mind, I grow fonder every day

Lose myself in time just thinking of your face

God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go

You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before

Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all

You'll never know if you never try

To forget your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only

Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms

So come on and give me a chance

To prove I am the one who can walk that mile

Until the end starts

If I've been on your mind, you hang on every word I say

Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name

Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close

And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go

I don't know why I'm scared 'cause I've been here before

Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all

You'll never know if you never try

To forget your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only

Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms

So come on and give me a chance

To prove I am the one who can walk that mile

Until the end starts

I know it ain't easy giving up your heart

I know it ain't easy giving up your heart

Nobody's perfect

(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart)

Trust me, I've learned it

Nobody's perfect

(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart)

Trust me, I've learned it

Nobody's perfect

(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart)

Trust me, I've learned it

Nobody's perfect

(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart)

Trust me I've learned it

So I dare you to let me be your, your one and only

I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms

So come on and give me a chance

To prove I am the one who can walk that mile

Until the end starts

Come on and give me a chance

To prove I am the one who can walk that mile

Until the end starts

:: inner conflict ::

Salam,

Hurm.. just now I accompany my senior to buy some groceries at Giant, Kinrara. I don't know why but I'm not really in a mood today. Just for a while I feel serene when I was at Taman Bukit Jalil... Just a few moment whilst doing appraisal for my staff. After finding the groceries needed, we went to solat maghrib. Then we went to pizzahut to have my dinner. When she wanna talk about 'sumone' she likes, I spontaneously cut-off the topic. Deep in my heart I really wanna say - enuf is enuf. 'He' had taken the privilege we had given to him. 'He' distroy our trust to him. I think 'he' is being unfair to her. I don't wanna say this.. but.. haih~ I think that since she met him, she has become sumone else, not like my senior I knew back in utm. I wouldn't mind if she changed for good things, but she acting like she's matured enuf but reality is, she become so weak when it comes to sumone she likes... Haih~ I think that my period will be coming in few days time, that is why I behave like this. graaa~ (-__-")

Anyway, when I reach home, suddenly 'he' whom I admired, called!! Owh, ok.. it was a missed call since I was at kitchen at that time and didn't realize the call. Once I heard his voice, I felt like my heart is beating soooo fast. Ok, u can say I'm excited! =P. I admit, I missed him.. so much indeed! *woot3* He claimed that I'm the one whom being silence all this while??!! [Hallooo~ I ni anak gadis, hokeh~ kenape pulak I yang nak kene call u? If I nak pon, I kene bertabah, hokeh.. jage waterface sbg anak gadis yg bhemah.. huhuhu]. He juz wanna say that he already send me an email on post available at this oil & gas company. He is a very kind guy.. And now, I do admired him more~~ ♥♥♥ (^_^)

Owh... forgot to update the latest news. Last few days, Aunty Ramlah wanna introduce her son's friend to me. watde~?!!! Indonesian guy, aged 38.. a volunteer to m'sia.. wanna find a muslimah girl - I guess he wanna find a WIFE here. dang~ (-____-). I'm speechless............ I really hope, that guy won't call or wanna meet me. Seriously! Din's case is not settled yet, here comes another one? Alahai... xlarat la nak layan bende² cani. huhu

My heart at this moment, still belongs to 'him'... CH member... who treat me BR... I still admired him eventhou we hardly have chat or conversation. I do like him and I can't really entertain another guy. Sorry guys.. Maybe later on, when I was rejected by 'him;, only then I THINK I can open my heart to any of you.. sorry~

:: UAI men gitar~ ::

Sesi Gitar Ustaz Azhar Idrus Dengan Zizan Raja Lawak

Gile cool la ustaz~~~~ \(^o^)/

:: hindustani ::

Medley song-mujhse Dosti karoge

Somehow I enjoy listen to dis song suddenly. hahaha~ [jiwe jiwang xhengat!] XD

layan je la~ =P

:: Bunga² Cinta ::

‪Dude Harlino feat. Asmirandah - Bunga-Bunga Cinta (Ost Dalam Mihrab Cinta)

To him I admired so much - Mr S, pls know that I really adore you~ Since I admired you, I've developed myself to be a mature lady, a positive thinker... with the guidance from people surround me, I really hope that I can suit to be your wife. And I'm ready for that... I'll be waiting for you... muah~ ♥ (^__^)

:: Love Story v.2012 ::

Melly Goeslaw feat. Irwansyah - Love Story (with lyrics)

Hopefully there is a love story begin between me and "him".. *shy² cat*

:: gaaaaaaaaaaa~ (=.=) ::

Wondering why the title is like that? answer: bcoz im super stress!!! (x_X)

As a TL

RDN issue juz beginning of the year?!! u must kidding me!! SCR Team really wanna get points that fast, isn't it? But, u see... u're dealing with ME, dear~ the new TL won't give up bebeh! Alhamdulillah till before I left the office juz now, I managed to get responds from CTA and salesperson on PSC and yes, we won!! Syukur~ Hopefully SCR Team won't get too much pressure, ok? And hopefully my team can survive w/out me.. huhu

As a TP

I still attending class eventhou I'm not feeling well... End up, my cough dragging until 2weeks!! It already been cured last week, but it seems like it's gonna make a comeback! Oh noooo~ (T_T) But I never regret it. U know why? Bcoz I have a bunch of dedicated persons who are so eager to learn silat. I luv silat like I luv myself. Seeing that these people know how to defend themselves yet still can enjoy & cherish the moments when we were together, IT'S PRICELESS~ Luv them soooo much~ muax! ♥

As a daughter, a sister

Err.... the only think that I can't full-filled my family's dream is to a in-laws for them. Guys, I'm trying, hokeh~ Gigih ni nak ngorat anak teruna orang.. huhuhu (-.-")

As myself

To be a good muslimah, dedicated worker, happy-go-lucky girl, matured lady, responsible daughter, generous sis - It's not that simple to mix and match our personalities with people around us. But u see, it's how we survive by suits ourselves with environment. Everyone have flaws but each of us have our own strength too, right? I'm not a constant person.. I do lack (sumtimes) when it comes to M.A.L.A.S! Pehh~ guess everyone know when this virus attacked, we have no choice but face it! Either to will fall or u will get pain in order to survive urself!

Ok, enuf said. later i'll keep mumbling around w/out any point. prrfff~

Hurm.. about my feeling? errr... aaaaa... He whom I admired treat me BR ice-cream last 1st Jan. I dunno whether he's taking this as a serious matter or what, but he actually introduce me to other guy??!!! Seriously??!!! Dem~!! (-__-") Mase tu rase nak wat buah siku potong je kat die. Sebaek la die SMP, klu x mmg saje² aku troskan niat dihati. huh!

But anyway... I dont blame him if he didnt know that I like him. As been advised by abg sya, kak rina, abg danial - i need to calm down. be rasional. be matured. jual mahal la sket - kate abg sya.. err, ok~ slowly i trained myself to be a good person. not only to take her heart, but also to improve myself to be a better me. I will loss my weight. I'll definitely want my prize. Looking forward to get slim before my 26th birthday. InsyaAllah..

To him i admired, pls dun do that again. It really hurts me a lot. It's ok if u rejected me, but not by introduce me to other guy. I choose my friends. same goes to when it comes to soulmate. lagi anda jual mahal, lagi sy eager nak dapatkan anda,hokeh~ org kejar sy, sy kejar awak.. hehehehe

Looking forward for tomorrow's vacation~ lalala~♪♥

:: Marilah menutup aurat~ ::

Nice voice yet full of messages. Me is in luv wif d voice (and the message~)

UAI & ZIZAN - Countdown 2012 [Full Version]

Terbaekkkk~~~ ♥