Hurm.. just now I accompany my senior to buy some groceries at Giant, Kinrara. I don't know why but I'm not really in a mood today. Just for a while I feel serene when I was at Taman Bukit Jalil... Just a few moment whilst doing appraisal for my staff. After finding the groceries needed, we went to solat maghrib. Then we went to pizzahut to have my dinner. When she wanna talk about 'sumone' she likes, I spontaneously cut-off the topic. Deep in my heart I really wanna say - enuf is enuf. 'He' had taken the privilege we had given to him. 'He' distroy our trust to him. I think 'he' is being unfair to her. I don't wanna say this.. but.. haih~ I think that since she met him, she has become sumone else, not like my senior I knew back in utm. I wouldn't mind if she changed for good things, but she acting like she's matured enuf but reality is, she become so weak when it comes to sumone she likes... Haih~ I think that my period will be coming in few days time, that is why I behave like this. graaa~ (-__-")
Anyway, when I reach home, suddenly 'he' whom I admired, called!! Owh, ok.. it was a missed call since I was at kitchen at that time and didn't realize the call. Once I heard his voice, I felt like my heart is beating soooo fast. Ok, u can say I'm excited! =P. I admit, I missed him.. so much indeed! *woot3* He claimed that I'm the one whom being silence all this while??!! [Hallooo~ I ni anak gadis, hokeh~ kenape pulak I yang nak kene call u? If I nak pon, I kene bertabah, hokeh.. jage waterface sbg anak gadis yg bhemah.. huhuhu]. He juz wanna say that he already send me an email on post available at this oil & gas company. He is a very kind guy.. And now, I do admired him more~~ ♥♥♥ (^_^)
Anyway, when I reach home, suddenly 'he' whom I admired, called!! Owh, ok.. it was a missed call since I was at kitchen at that time and didn't realize the call. Once I heard his voice, I felt like my heart is beating soooo fast. Ok, u can say I'm excited! =P. I admit, I missed him.. so much indeed! *woot3* He claimed that I'm the one whom being silence all this while??!! [Hallooo~ I ni anak gadis, hokeh~ kenape pulak I yang nak kene call u? If I nak pon, I kene bertabah, hokeh.. jage waterface sbg anak gadis yg bhemah.. huhuhu]. He juz wanna say that he already send me an email on post available at this oil & gas company. He is a very kind guy.. And now, I do admired him more~~ ♥♥♥ (^_^)
Owh... forgot to update the latest news. Last few days, Aunty Ramlah wanna introduce her son's friend to me. watde~?!!! Indonesian guy, aged 38.. a volunteer to m'sia.. wanna find a muslimah girl - I guess he wanna find a WIFE here. dang~ (-____-). I'm speechless............ I really hope, that guy won't call or wanna meet me. Seriously! Din's case is not settled yet, here comes another one? Alahai... xlarat la nak layan bende² cani. huhu
My heart at this moment, still belongs to 'him'... CH member... who treat me BR... I still admired him eventhou we hardly have chat or conversation. I do like him and I can't really entertain another guy. Sorry guys.. Maybe later on, when I was rejected by 'him;, only then I THINK I can open my heart to any of you.. sorry~
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