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Sunday, June 26, 2011

:: Tanya Sama Hati ::



Tanya sama pokok, apa sebab goyang..
Nanti jawab pokok, angin yg goncang..
Tanya sama langit, apa sebab hujan..
Nanti jawab langit, tanyalah awan..

Awan nanti kata, aku kandung air..
Sampai tempat sejuk, aku pon cair..
Tengok dalam air, nampak bayang2..
Campak 1 batu, bayang pon hilang..

Bridge 1
Tanya sama hati, apa rasa sayang..
Adakah tandanya, nmpk dipandang..
Kumbang rayu bunga, bulan dan bintangnya..
Punya tanda2, hubungan mesra..

Bridge 2
Tanya sama hati, pernahkah merindu..
Tiba masa lena, apa mimpimu..
Masa berjauhan, apa nan dikenang..
Bila dipahamkan, itulah SAYANG...

Jikalau tidak kerana sayang..
Kuntuman kasih tak mungkin kembang..
Andainya jemu mengganti rindu..
Jambangan mesra tentulah layu..

Bridge 2

:: Acu's Weds + Mimpi + En Jodoh ::

Alhamdulillah..

Just attending Acu's Weds @ Seremban for the last 2days. Finally she found her soulmate and im happy for her. Selamat menjalani hidup berumah tangga, sahabat~ (^_^)

Haihhh.. this morning i woke up with a strange dream [or shud i say nightmare??]. I dreamt of 'him' - En N from USJ masuk meminang I, owkes~ uurghhhhhhhhhhh~ [down!] to be frankly honest, this is the 2nd time I dreamt about him. Why must him? Or is it bcoz im tooooo think about Acu's weds and affect my emotion? But, why him?? Dang~~~ (-____-") huhhu...

I ask Demok, what type of person does he insist for his BIL? he said 1st criteria - KACAK~!!! wahahhaha xD [guling2 aku dgr~]. 2nd - fine in music?? music? i ask him why? he said he wants BIL to teach him plays instruments.. Yos!!! Even he didnt want it, I, myself crazily admired dat kind of guy to be my soulmate. yup2.. i love music [ag2 lagu rock kapak! wohooo~]. I wish i could play piano, violin, guitar.. but, never had time to do those things. hurm.. rather than taking the class, might as well find 'HIM' that can play the instruments and taught me.. heheh~ [ye, i budak malas blaja~ =P ]

Then, i remembered, this 1 fine day, Abg WD, colleague at d new company, ask me, wat kind of guy do i want? I told him, i can easily touched by sumone whom can play musics bcoz i love music, expecially if he did the lyric especially for me. [silelah ckp i ni jiwang ke hape.. da mmg dlm hati i ade taman.. hue3]. he just smiling w/o any words and continue his work.. i was like.. 'WHATT??!! ape yg abg cube nak smpaikan ni sbnrnye???' o.O

Mak already said, she wanted me to get marry this year [expected 11.11.11].... I strongly believed there is 'sumone' for me, but dunno whom. people keep saying, maybe he's just in front of me, but i didnt 'see' him. Well, wat to do? I can 'read' people's attitude, not the feeling~ duhhhh~ huk3~

K la.. finish about En Jodoh I.. dunno when he'll show up. Just go wif the flow...

Btw, already suggested to Kak Aini + K.Anim to go umrah next year.. Well, if i didnt get married this year, of coz i wanted to go UMRAH wif them.. I will try my best to make my dream comes true.. Wish me luckkkk~ daaaaaaa~ (^.^)/

Thursday, June 23, 2011

::Week 25 ::

Salam,

Hurm.. after 3weeks in new company, only today i felt a bit tired and 1st time i didnt met the target. prprfff~ (>.<) [disappointed]. Btw, im looking for a better prospect of career out there. I dun think i can survive here. Mybe im so-called 'blessed' with all the struggling and stress and now i cant live w/out it! Dang! (-_-"). hurm.. im actively looking another job in jobstreet. Hopefully Allah with lighten my path to success. (^_^)v

One of my school-mate had invited me to join this 1 academy to build and manage my wealth. Still in the trauma based on my past experience, i hardly accept the offer. But... as i rethink about it, i might want to consider to join the team.

*off the topic*
My previous experience (after listening 'The Secret' given by my senior - can be found in Youtube too!), after i tender my resignation, i did really think about finding job at Wisma Consplant bcoz it was nearby my mom's school. Amazingly, i get the result (the job) after 2weeks of practising what they have guided! and now, i do admit that i want to get extra money for various purposes - to clear all my debts, have some saving, get a few tour to other countries and make a family biz. And for that, i had targeted 3years from now to achieve it. And i think that Allah had listen to my prayer and 'introduce' me my ex-schoolmate and she had given me an opportunity to achieve my target. I had think about it - very hard - and i really hope that i make a wise decision.

I missed gud-old-days with my late Ayah Angkat and late Wak.. i missed the time we spend together and all the advises, the humors to make me matured and become what i am now. They filled me with knowledge and i felt blessed. i just wish.. and i really wish that i could have sumething to contribute to them and pursue their wisdom as long as im still alive. [sobbing (T_T)]

And as for now... i hope sumone that will be my future soulmate - whomever u are - pls complete me... and pls hurry! im still waiting for 'you'. (^.~)

See ya next time~