::Week 25 ::

Salam,

Hurm.. after 3weeks in new company, only today i felt a bit tired and 1st time i didnt met the target. prprfff~ (>.<) [disappointed]. Btw, im looking for a better prospect of career out there. I dun think i can survive here. Mybe im so-called 'blessed' with all the struggling and stress and now i cant live w/out it! Dang! (-_-"). hurm.. im actively looking another job in jobstreet. Hopefully Allah with lighten my path to success. (^_^)v

One of my school-mate had invited me to join this 1 academy to build and manage my wealth. Still in the trauma based on my past experience, i hardly accept the offer. But... as i rethink about it, i might want to consider to join the team.

*off the topic*
My previous experience (after listening 'The Secret' given by my senior - can be found in Youtube too!), after i tender my resignation, i did really think about finding job at Wisma Consplant bcoz it was nearby my mom's school. Amazingly, i get the result (the job) after 2weeks of practising what they have guided! and now, i do admit that i want to get extra money for various purposes - to clear all my debts, have some saving, get a few tour to other countries and make a family biz. And for that, i had targeted 3years from now to achieve it. And i think that Allah had listen to my prayer and 'introduce' me my ex-schoolmate and she had given me an opportunity to achieve my target. I had think about it - very hard - and i really hope that i make a wise decision.

I missed gud-old-days with my late Ayah Angkat and late Wak.. i missed the time we spend together and all the advises, the humors to make me matured and become what i am now. They filled me with knowledge and i felt blessed. i just wish.. and i really wish that i could have sumething to contribute to them and pursue their wisdom as long as im still alive. [sobbing (T_T)]

And as for now... i hope sumone that will be my future soulmate - whomever u are - pls complete me... and pls hurry! im still waiting for 'you'. (^.~)

See ya next time~