Ha.. what's pop up in ur mind when I mentioned about '40days;??!!! hahahaha
hurm.. 1 of my senior told me.. since i was insist to get married, he suggest me to Solat Hajat for 40days, specifically just for EN JODOH~ Dont fear of what might be in the future (as a result)... as we know, we are reliable on The Al-Mighty, He knows what is the best for us, even we can only sees worst on someone else. Hurm.. frankly, not because Im afraid to get married. But more to paranoid - means that I always thought is he good enough for me? Sounds demanding, right? Yeah, I know.. tried to figure out myself how to encounter this feeling.. huhuhu (-__-")
Btw, from his (my senior) point of view, I MIGHT not ready to get married YET - IF i still have that -ve thinking. Just go with the flow. Have faith myself.. and ALLAH. ALLAH decides what's best for me..
Errr... well... I did like this - TWICE~ and frankly I'm not able to complete more than 10days!!! urgrhhhh!!! (>_<)
Ok.. I give myself time to REALLY² think about this. InsyaAllah, I'll be ready soon.. So, to my EN JODOH - if u still can't find me, believe me.. if we did, i'll make sure u'll pay for it!! ahahahahah~ xD
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