Soon enuf Ramadhan will be leaving us.. and i dunno why but deep inside me, i felt so blank.. felt like sumthing is still missing sumwhere in my heart/soul.. Maybe it was related with Majlis Tazkirah that i attended last Friday @ RP. " Bersihkan hati..." Simple sentence yet sooo deep in meaning. Do u think it's easy to 'clean' ur heart? Definitely NO! U see.. it's not only u have to be positive minded, but also u have to be husnuhan (bersangka baik) and be patient enuf.. ok, bab bersangke baik, insyaAllah, ok kot.. TAPI bab BERSABAR.. urghhH!! tekanan nak didik hati supaye bersabar. pprffff!! (>.<)
And lately, i keep thinking about this quote, given from my friend..
"Pandanglah 1 dalam yg banyak.. dan pandanglah banyak dlm yg 1.. Baru kita tahu cantik kita, siapa yg cantik.. Kaya kita, siapa yg kaya"
Slowly i tried to adapt it to myself.. alhamdulillah.. my heart felt solace and serene. i'm trying to be myself and at the same time upgraded to be a better person. i have to admit.. it was soo difficult.. especially when u dun have sumone that can motivate u like before.. Arwah ayah - him whom i mentioned about. i really missed him. i dunno if there is any strength left for me to live without his love and advice.
anyway, before my tears start falling like waterfall, below are qualities/tips to trained ourselves to be a better person...
1. bersangke baik
2. bersihkan hati
3. sentiasa berzikir utk mdidik hati
4. ikhlas
5. ehsan
owh.. for him i admired a lot, i missed u. Fyi, still waiting for my soulmate. hopefully he'll be just like u.. or even better. ;P [well, u had set a benchmark to me, ok.. no choice that i've to choice... hahaha~ xD]
selamat malam dunia~ (^_^)
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