:: him ::

Salam...

[i'm blogging while listening to Maher Zain's songs]

Yup.. it's been all nite and i can't sleep. gezz.. he really2 drive me crazy. prrrfff~ (>.<)

Who is he? hurm.. d one I adore (I've been trying to adore him actually). I'm not sure if I really like him or just a crush. U see.. he never said he likes me but i'm just sooo in to him. Frankly speaking, he's not my type! but yet.. he has all the qualities i needed for a HUSBAND.

Knowing him - i finally get back my 'other' self. D one who had left SMKA for the last 10years ago.

And all about silat thingies, he always guide me to overcome my curiosity. Seems like he knows deeper about it.. and i'm glad to know him!

As much as i'm hurt to say it, but i hope that i get an answer from him about the relationship. Honestly - i'm preparing myself for a negative respond. So that i manage to get thru it and find the best man out there...

Warning! I'm not that desperate although Abah alwayz pushing me for IN-LAWS.. even thought he'll be rejecting me, it wasn't easy for me to accept anyone in short time. yes! i'm darn choosy when it comes to my soul mate. But i trust on my faith. En Jodoh will find me 1day. Time will heal and tell everything.. and that is why i needed their supports - my family, my friends and my colleague!

To HIM that i adore.. if u ever know urself that i've been mentioned in this post- i know u know how i felt about u. Pls give me an answer and i can go on with my life.. And u know how much i can sacrifice just for you - even leaving you for your best! If it's true that "WE'RE JUST FRIENDS" - insyaAllah, i'll take care of myself then. But u have to know this - THANK YOU for giving my 'other' life back... and for all few times we had together, i really2 appreciated that. Pls find a great women for urself,k...

" If you love someone, let him go... If he's really your soulmate, he'll return back to you..

If not, be thankful that he had comes to your life and added sweet memories in you.. "

Salam Sayang...